Turn to Happiness

nobody@flickr.com (woven in my heart) — Wed, 08 Jun 2011 08:51:24 -0700

The first thing that I wake up to in the morning is excitement. Or in my case recently, the lack thereof. I guess everyone goes through this time at least once in their lifetime. The time when all of the color, all of the spark, has been drained or put out in life. Everything just seems the same and so monotonous. But mostly just repetitive. The routine is dreadful and dull. Life had hit a patch that is dry. I need rain. I need new seeds planted in my life, with the fertilizer that makes an impact, a difference. I sort through the events in the day, and there is absolutely nothing to look forward to. Life is so mediocre. Its drag is beginning to weigh on me. Honestly, I am just forcing myself to do this all. I don't even know what's keeping me going. I don't know why I am not stopping. And although it's hard to admit it, I know that sooner or later, I will be glad that I forced myself to continue. Maybe it's significance or purpose that keeps me going. I guess I'm trying to say that there has got to be a reason that I am present. Maybe it's the pure bliss and beauty of life. The passion, the pulchritude. It's all being drawn together to make my life an unexplainable, whimsical experience. I don't know what it is exactly, but my conscience is nudging me and telling me to be ready. For what? I don't know. But there is something substantially amazing coming. It's slowly pushing the doors to my heart and soon they will fly open and stay ajar for the joy wanting to settle. The first thing I wake up to in the morning is excitement. Or in my case now, the abundance of it.

*I wrote this on May 12, 2011. Times were hard...*

More sunset pictures!! I love the way the sun looks in this picture. It's so pretty:)

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Turn to Happiness