Uploads from Becca Nicole

Imperfections

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Wed, 31 Oct 2012 16:11:00 -0700

I'm really struggling with a horrible self esteem right now, but I'm trying to get better.

I'm also going through a black and white fix, apparently. I tried a slightly different editing style, and I think I like it.

Solitary

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Sun, 28 Oct 2012 07:46:20 -0700

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

So as I was trying to take this, all of these people start walking through my neighborhood, right under my window, and I'm just sitting here, chilling in front of the window.

Transparent

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Wed, 24 Oct 2012 18:09:26 -0700

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

You make me feel like I'm made of glass.
Sometimes it feels like you know me better than I know myself.

You don't even understand what a pain this was to edit. I haven't done a big edit in months.

I'm waiting for you to come find me.

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Mon, 13 Aug 2012 21:47:08 -0700

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You take the breath right out of me.

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Tue, 29 May 2012 19:22:32 -0700

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

I almost inhaled a piece of dry ice trying to take this photo. I guess I need to find a safer way of getting a smoke effect. Or just not be as stupid as to have it that close to my face. Either would work x)

It feels good to do these kinds of photos again.
This is majorly inspired by Terra Kate's older photos.

Flipped.

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Sun, 06 May 2012 18:27:27 -0700

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

This is inspired by none other than the amazingly wonderful David Talley.

I'm changing. A lot. Sometimes I don't even feel like the same person anymore.

The skeletons in your closet will come back to haunt you.

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Sun, 29 Jan 2012 19:16:17 -0800

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

Inspired by Les Miserables and rischmauers.

This is actually one of the few photos I really like. I had this idea bouncing around in my head for about six months before I actually did anything about it xD

Suspension

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Sun, 15 Jan 2012 20:51:16 -0800

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

I finally got to go take pictures today. Nate came with me, which was a good thing since I forgot my remote. >.<
This was actually his idea. I liked how it came out. He managed to catch the dress just like this, so no Photoshopping it for me. :)
I'm such a lazy photographer.
Bahaha.

The sweetest poison

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 17:10:18 -0800

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Your words are poison seeping through my veins.

Hahaha, my ugly violin fingers. I actually practiced today. Like a boss.
My photos suck when I can't go outside. But, I get a 3 day weekend, so I hope to finally go take pictures. Darn winter and getting dark early.

Metamorphosis

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Sun, 01 Jan 2012 16:40:19 -0800

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

It's a new year, but everything is still the same unless you make the choice to change it. It won't happen by magic; you have to break free of everything that's holding you back.

I just realized how much this reminds me of brookeshaden.

This is probably the photo that I'm most proud of, ever, though it's kind of a collaboration with my little brother. I had to practically force him to come help me because I was too lazy to go find my remote, but it ended up where I had the idea and posed myself, and he composed it, focused it (with manual focus), and pressed the button for me. :')
Seems like he actually has the talent to be a photographer, if I can get him to actually stick with it.

I thought of trying to start a 365 again, buuut I realized I would just quit it again. I work better at my own pace. That way I can actually enjoy it. :P

I wish you all an amazing 2012, and can't wait to see where every one of you end up by 2013. <3

Control

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Sat, 24 Dec 2011 18:50:54 -0800

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Believe it or not, I can live my own life. I don't need you to control me. You seem to think that I can't do anything on my own, but I'm getting along perfectly fine without you.

I need a Pro account. Guess I know where my Christmas money is going.
AND I BOUGHT A TELEPHOTO LENS. I just gotta wait for it to get here. <3

It feels so much like falling.

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Tue, 20 Dec 2011 15:11:57 -0800

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

I'm on display, the world waiting to watch me fall.

I'm trying to hold myself together as I'm falling apart.

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Mon, 12 Dec 2011 19:51:42 -0800

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

I took this the same day as this but I wasn't going to post it. Though going through my photos, this is probably one of my favorite photos I've taken.

Checkmate

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Sun, 04 Dec 2011 20:35:28 -0800

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

If life is a game, I'm tired of always losing.

I was going to just randomly set up some chess pieces, but I decided I might as well have a little fun and actually play. My little brother did really beat me this badly.

Textures from the amazing Pareeerica.

I want to swim away, but don't know how.

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Thu, 24 Nov 2011 21:17:03 -0800

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now come down
Let the rain come down
Into the Ocean - Blue October.

Okay, so apparently this photo looks a lot like someone else's, and apparently it's causing some issues. Namely me being accused of copying. So, I'm just going to clear this up. I saw photos from other people similar to this. They gave me the idea for wet hair. I didn't even remember that you had ever done a photo like this. It's not my responsibility to remember every single photo that you take, and honestly, I don't care that much. Apparently, trying not to copy the other photos that I had seen, mine came out similar to yours. I didn't mean for it to, didn't even remember that you had one like this. I will admit that it looks very similar, but it was completely unintentional. Whether you believe me or not, that's the truth. I'm sorry it looks like yours, but I personally like this photo and I'm going to keep it.

You may be the center of your own little universe, but that doesn't mean you're the center of everyone else's.

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Sun, 25 Sep 2011 19:21:31 -0700

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

Dontcha just love arrogant people? Yeah, I do too.

I'm not really sure what I think about this. First big edit I've done in a long time.

The hermit

nobody@flickr.com (Becca Nicole) — Fri, 08 Jul 2011 14:25:26 -0700

Becca Nicole posted a photo:

I am so sick and tired of everything. I've been fighting with everyone recently. I can't stand peoples' attitudes. I'm tired of everything being my fault because everyone else thinks they're too high and mighty for it to possibly be their own fault. I'm tired of always being the bad guy, when in reality, I'm not. If I was doing something wrong, I would own up to it.
I can't stand this this anymore. I'm done. If I had a shell, I would go into it and never come out.

Texture came from here.