I Am Sick Of Being Insecure.

nobody@flickr.com (F a w w a z) — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 06:49:17 -0700

i can't believe it.
a day in school can cause so much stress piling up in my nerve.
and right now all i want to do is write things down because writing can be therapeuitic.
things got so complicated right now.
my former class, 5 sc Fustat is officially diminished.
and i get into 5 sc Kufah, 3 class gap.
i am okay with this.
people are being nice to me.
but then someone just can't sacrificed, he asked to protest and go against the administrator of the school,
and they the principle are in discussion.
i think the class will reshuffle again.
and i am totally sick of it.
to make things worst, school camera, supposed to be hold by my protege,
is missing, and all the blame is on me.
he put it inside our organisation room, and it's not there.
the teacher start to ask me everything,
i just dont know what to do but all i know is i have to confront it.
i am a leader of an organisation, i should be responsible of it.
but if i do, that means i have to pay the price of the camera,
it's a 7megapixel point and shoot. i never really like the camera,
in fact, i hate the camera. it suck hard.
but now it missing.
and that's mean, i can't buy a new lens.
i can't tell my dad, that's going to cost another trouble.
i mean, sure, he give the money, but then he won't trust me anymore.
urgh!
and now, the final part is, when i think that things could not get any worse,
i can't concentrate on any subjects i learn today.
i know i should, but i can't
my mind was wandering away thinking about the problem.
my trial result, not so bad but not so great.
i think i can do better if only there is no shit going on.
and this shit is killing me.

and when i am done writing this, there's already 2 fave and 15 views.
that's something.

all i wanted to now is sleep. and hopefully when i awake,
things will get better.

Highest position: 86 on Saturday, September 5, 2009

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I Am Sick Of Being Insecure.