Uploads from Jeanique, tagged jeanique

Untitled.

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Sun, 16 Dec 2012 07:18:52 -0800

Jeanique posted a photo:

I took 1 selfie, after shooting Emiel. You can see the photos here: jeanique.tumblr.com/post/38060591868/i-took-some-pictures...
Nothing fancy, just one click and done.
I'm getting ready to continue project www.blackandforth.com 'cause I really want to finish it...
Hope you're good...x

"Hippie" 52/37

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Sun, 07 Oct 2012 10:34:24 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

Bigger is better.

for www.blackandforth.com

I had something so different in mind, this was the only photo I shot that was different, I took 1 photo lying, only 1, and that was the one I liked the most.
Still..Hmm..

"Start Over" 52/36

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Sun, 23 Sep 2012 11:22:39 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

I must admit. I'm scared. Scared to post this, scared to start with www.blackandforth.com again, afraid to Start Over.
I haven't taken selfies for months, because I felt so empty when quiting my meds... Lack of self-confidence mostly.. Well let's cut the crap, no self-confidence left at all.
Rehab was pretty tough, couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, I felt really sick. But I'm pretty much okay now, I think.
But still, I think I lost it somewhere along the 4 years of selfportraits journey, I hope I don't, but it feels like I'm stuck in the box I created myself.
Let's say I think I lost my mojo...

But we, Nikki and I, decided to continue with black & forth, and I really want to finish it. I've never stopped a project I started before it was finished and it doesn't feel right to do it now. There are some pieces in it I do like. But I just need more of those.

xxx

www.blackandforth.com

"Mercy"

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Fri, 22 Jun 2012 10:32:34 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Boh4lE1fe0c&feature=related

Bigger is better

"Untitled"

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 20 Jun 2012 11:50:53 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

Bigger is better!

Just a selfie from the Daydreamer shoot. Shot with my lensbaby composer pro + sweet 35

Nikki and I are having a break from black and forth. She's not doing too good, you can show her some love at www.flickr.com/photos/nikkivanoostende

"Daydreamer" 52/35

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 23 May 2012 11:46:12 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

My first self portrait with my Lensbaby!! Whoop! I got it for my birthday last sunday and I'm really freaking happy with it!
Thanks to my family and friends for giving me this amazing gift!!
It's pretty difficult to use the lensbaby for selfportraits because of the focus, but I love a challenge ;)
This is the Composer pro with the sweet 35 :)

Todays theme was daydreamer. I think this fits well.
for:
www.blackandforth.com

jeanique.tumblr.com/post/23477451056/lensbaby

"Phoenix" 52/34

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 16 May 2012 12:23:05 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

for www.blackandforth.com

theme was "Phoenix" en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phoenix_%28mythology%29

Everything sucks right now...so this is all I can do for now...

x

"Grotesque" 52/32

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 02 May 2012 11:39:05 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

BIGGER is BETTER.

for www.blackandforth.com
theme was "Grotesque"

"Glamour" 52/31

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 25 Apr 2012 11:13:25 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

BIGGER IS BETTER!

for www.blackandforth.com
Theme was "Glamour"

I'm ok.

Hope you too :)

xxxxxxx

"Monsters" 52/30

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 18 Apr 2012 11:05:33 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

Bigger is Better!!

for www.blackandforth.com
theme was "Monsters"

"Unwind" 52/29

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 11 Apr 2012 13:39:31 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

Bigger.

Letting go, relax, take a deep breath, and unwind.
So freaking hard!

I'm ok. Nothing extremely good, nothing extremely bad. Just ok. But so tired, have to get used to "feel" again I gues...
All I have to do is find that zen girl underneath the blacks ;)

anyway, too tired for a proper picture. Sorry.

"Spring" 52/28

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 04 Apr 2012 12:51:53 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

for www.blackandforth.com

bigger.

I've had 10 days without crashing. I'll get there.

This weeks theme was "Spring" as you can see, I was not really in the mood ;)

hope you're good :)
x

"Crude" 52/27

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 28 Mar 2012 12:33:33 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

BIGGER IS BETTER

I've been to hell and back last week. But trying to stay strong. I wrote a blog in Dutch (jeanique.tumblr.com/post/19966505964/afkicken3) and the comments and tweets I got were heartwarming. The doctor gave me some Oxazepam for the tough days, but I hope I will never go through a day like that again and need them.

Anyways, I love the sun.

How are you?

xx

for: www.blackandforth.com

Outtake.

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Sun, 25 Mar 2012 10:48:49 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

Bigger!
From the "Messy" shoot.

"Messy" 52/26

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 21 Mar 2012 12:08:23 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

BIGGER IS BETTER.

I'm just a bit fucked up sometimes. Let's get used to it.

for www.blackandforth.com
theme was "Messy"

"Survive" 52-25

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 14 Mar 2012 13:41:18 -0700

Jeanique posted a photo:

Bigger is Better!

I will.
I can.
I need to.

Going through some fucked up last two weeks. Ups and downs.
"Rehab" is difficult. Happy with the 15mg I still take.

for: www.blackandforth.com/

"Minimalism" 52/24

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Tue, 28 Feb 2012 13:28:45 -0800

Jeanique posted a photo:

for www.blackandforth.com

theme "Minimalism"

I fucked up.
Just not in the mood.

"Comic" 52/23

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 22 Feb 2012 14:42:54 -0800

Jeanique posted a photo:

for www.blackandforth.com
Bigger is Better.

Anxious and excited at the same time. I'm going to try to quit my meds. Yesterday doctors appointment, I came home pretty happy, but collapsed a few hours later.
It's such a big step. I'm pretty scared. But if now's not the good time, it never will be.
Fingers crossed..

Theme was "Comic" this was inspired by Roy Lichtenstein
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roy_Lichtenstein
It's make-up, not photoshop :)

I almost finished working on this when I asked Emiel for his opinion, he moved my screen and accidentally pulled out the power plug....And I forgot to save, ofcourse, so I had to start all over again..meeeh...

"Soft" 52/22

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 15 Feb 2012 12:46:43 -0800

Jeanique posted a photo:

for www.blackandforth.com
Bigger.

"Cold as Ice" 52/21

nobody@flickr.com (Jeanique) — Wed, 08 Feb 2012 11:28:33 -0800

Jeanique posted a photo:

for www.blackandforth.com

BIGGER IS BETTER!

I don't want to explain this....

And it's different from most of my work, no splash of color, I wanted blue tones, but B&W felt better.