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Death & All His Friends --- 73

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Tue, 07 Apr 2009 23:33:52 -0700

“I like these cold, gray winter days. Days like these let you savor a bad mood.”
Bill Watterson

I miss the days when life had some sort of sunshine and color.
I am overwhelmed with life at the moment and I am so ready for a new page.
I renewed a friendship tonight.
I think that was the best part of my week so far.

I am excited to see where our journey takes us.

FYI:: If all else fails listen to Coldplay

I wear a halo when you look at me. --- 15

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 23:02:23 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

I have had a hard time updating my flickr with 365.

Long story short, my computer crashed and resulted in all my photos from '06 to '09 being deleated.

so sad.

hope to post more soon.

Look After You --- 14

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 12:28:04 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

In all honesty, I can't say that I love people.
They're hard to get along with, selfish, needy, and extremely hurtful. There are times when I know that building up a wall around myself would be so much better than allowing myself to be let down constantly. Bearing your heart time after time after time takes a toll on you. It really does. I just want to run and hide in a dark hole where no one can find me, use me and eventually throw me to the dogs.

I'm sorry this funk isn't leaving.
it will soon.

Check out "Chasing Pavements" by Adele - TWO THUMBS UP!!

This was supposed to be up yesterday, so I hope you don't mind me posting two 365s. SORRY.

In My Place --- 13

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Thu, 08 Jan 2009 23:08:10 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

I applied to University today.
I want to get my BFA.
No bigs. that made me smile for the first time this week, because I know that I am on track. I am right where God wants me to be.

So pumped for the year to come.

Listen to: "Boyz" by M.I.A - SO GOOD.

There's A Hole Inside Of Me --- 12

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 20:47:19 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

I'm so far from where I need to be
I've given up on faith, on everything
All I want, all I need
Is some peace

Haha yes those are Kelly Clarkson Lyrics.
And no, I don't usually listen to her - she was just really angry in this song and so was I.
I'm proud of this one.
But, at the same time I want to scream - things just aren't getting much better.
I promise I'll be out of this funk soon.

Check out "Already In" by, Jon McLaughlin.
very good song.

P.S. Layered two images, A bokeh image taken of some neon green light, and a self portrait in b&w.

World On Fire --- 10

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Tue, 06 Jan 2009 20:37:28 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

I honestly feel like a jester that's been played with. or better yet, a marionette.

My opinion on friendship at the moment is not a very positive one.

The person I thought was my best friend just told me that he had given up on our friendship a long time ago and hadn't had the courage to tell me.

I didn't know whether to let myself feel hurt, angry, or embarrassed for putting so much time and effort into a one way friendship.

I honestly feel like I'm out side of my body right now. I don't know what to do.

I love January.

I've been listening to "To Be Alone With You." By, Sufjan Stevens - check him out!

Give 'Em Hell Kid --- 11

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 22:12:23 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

I had such a lame day.

-it was the first day back to high school after the christmas break.

- I felt like shit all day. Really faint and sea sick (even though I wasn't at sea).

- I then had it out with one of my good friends and at the moment we're not on speaking terms. And mind you, the fight was over Christmas Presents. Weird?

I love life.

I've been listening to "Lovers in Japan" by Coldplay - check it out.

eye see you. --- 08

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 23:17:15 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

I did some editing and changed my eyes to blue.
I know it's not my best portrait, but I wanted to see what I'd look like.
do you like it?

The blur in the background looks like a storm brewing.

Check out "Yes" by Coldplay.

Now that you're here, now that I've found you, I know that you're the one to pull me through. --- 09

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 21:26:27 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

So today was a long day.
no need to go into explination, just long.

I had no energy to put into this photo and so i chose to picnik it ):

I never picnik. I did enjoy the little guy on the tip of my leaf though.

I've been listening to "Deliver Me" by David Crowder. Check 'em out.

p.s. this pic is kind of an ode to www.flickr.com/photos/aprilove/3151920444/ (just the rounded corners.)

a heart of glass --- 07

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Fri, 02 Jan 2009 22:10:27 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

SOOC
I went out with two of my friends today.
yes I have friends.
They'd been begging me to take some pictures of them and I managed to self time this one.
I'm holding a piece of ice. It's still so cold outside.

SUMMER COME BACK!

p.s. un-edited, I didn't do anything to this because I had no photoshop program.

Bon Anee! --- 06

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Thu, 01 Jan 2009 04:03:32 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

Happy New Years!
It's time to write a new chapter in our lives.
This year could be the year for love? fortune? death?
Haha, I sound like a horoscope that you buy at a local drug store.

My best wishes to you. God bless.

I've been listening to "Human Highway" by - The Sound. check 'em out.
P.S. my eyes are blood shot because i took this at like 4 am.

There are many things I would like to say to you, but I don't know how. --- 05

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Wed, 31 Dec 2008 02:27:13 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

I love b&w. Something dramatic and beautiful about it.
me in b&w, well that's another thing haha.
I've been listening to Oasis
especially "Wonderwall"

Misery Business --- 04

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Tue, 30 Dec 2008 00:01:19 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

So it's 12 am. I wanted this to be my 365.
SO I waited.

Siblings are stressful. Some days are bad and some days are great. Today we hit a bad day. I am positive that it'll get better, but at the moment it feels like I really need to be siblingless.

The forgotten Jingle Bell Rock --- 03

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 13:54:40 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

I can't believe that Christmas of 2008 has already past. I sat down this morning around nine and looked at our Christmas tree and realized there was still one gift left under the there. I recognized the wrapping and I swore I had seen it before. I shook it and even took a sniff (just in case). It turns out I had wrapped it and it was going to one of my friends. I actually love Christmas.

I used my Power Shot for this, no particular reason - maybe because it's not heavy?

I've been listening to this song called:
"No One Does It Like You" By Department of Eagles. Check 'em out.

I let myself fall. --- 02

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 00:11:59 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

Have you ever been so stressed out over something that was so little? Or have you been so stressed out over a bunch of things that the little things become larger than they should be? I tend to get caught up in the little things and as a result I dig myself a nice little stress pit - but sometimes we just need to climb out of our "stress pits" and see the peace around us.

To me - Welcome --- 01

nobody@flickr.com (phillgokool photography) — Sun, 28 Dec 2008 11:17:40 -0800

phillgokool photography posted a photo:

Flickr, it's like exploring a new town that you've just moved into. Its big, scary, and unfamiliar. I wish I knew what I was doing because that'd make me feel like I was accomplishing something.

Recently I've been thinking about developing my own signature on my photos - you know, companies have them all over their photos. But, i am not sure how to keep the one that I like (see photo above) and put it on every photo I post.

cheers.